三天的行程，却在那一刻，五味杂陈……

当我们结束了学校的行程，开始爱心家访的时候，我们去了五年级的汪亚红的家，踏入亚红家的那一刻，我的心被彻底震惊了。映入眼帘的几间土房子，坍塌了的围墙，确切的说只有正中的一间，两边的就只有几面墙，没有屋顶。院子正中跪着一个妇人，大概五十多岁的样子，在拾到着给牲口吃的野草，刚开始我还不知道他为什么跪在地上，后来才知道原来是因为她腿脚不便。旁边还有一位约五十岁多岁的男人，一个比亚红还小的女孩，他们的头发都很凌乱，穿的衣服也是又破又旧。这就是亚红的家人，爸爸妈妈和妹妹，一家人就生活在着残破的房子里，屋里一个土炕，一个陈旧的桌子，两个破旧的衣柜，还有几条残缺不全的凳子。

没有电脑，没有电视，更没有家用电器，没有女孩子的漂亮衣服，也没有洋娃娃，甚至连做作业的书桌都没有。

一个破破的院子，几面坍塌的围墙，两位年迈的父母，一个年幼的妹妹，整个家更是一贫如洗，生活在这个价中的亚红到底承受了什么样的压力，我们可以想象，但是她却从未抱怨过，我们看到的只有坚强。

看了一圈，我的眼眶红了，虽然我年幼时家境也很贫寒，但至少也是衣食无忧，一路上虽然我们看到了这里地区偏远，经济的不发达，虽然心里早有准备，但亚红家的一切还是远远出乎我的意料，瞬间瓦解了我多年累积起来的坚强。

老师介绍说她学习成绩很好，但就在去年还是因为家里实在太穷而辍学了，最后在老师的帮助下，才终于重新回到了校园。

我不知道，在这个孩子的心里，她除了每天要努力学习和忙活家务之外，她还有什么梦想。现在的这个家只能靠低保度日，她肩上有年迈的父母需要孝敬，有年幼的妹妹需要照顾，她的肩上承受了一家人的未来。而我们所能做并正在做的就是给她希望，给她支撑下去的勇气。

相信这个孩子，一定为这个家撑起一片蔚蓝的天空。

Three days’ journey created mixed feeling at that particular moment….

After completing the activity in the school and started home visit, we headed towards Wang Yahong, a student studying in 5th grade. At the moment we stepped into her home, we were totally shocked. A few mud houses and collapsed walls jumped into our eyes. To be exact, her home was only enclosed with a few walls in the middle of the yard without roof. In the middle of the yard knelt a woman in her fifties, collecting grass for animals. At first we didn’t know why she was kneeling on the floor. Later we found out that she had leg problems. A man in his fifties and another girl younger than Yanhong stood next to the woman. Their hairs were messy and were wrapped in old rags. They are Yahong’s mum, dad, and younger sister. The family of four lived in this rickety house. Inside the house there was a earthen bed, an old table, to shabby wardrobes, and a few fragmentary benches.

There was no computer, no TV, no electrical appliances, no pretty girlish clothes, no dolls, and even no desk or chairs for doing homework.

A scruffy yard, a few collapsed walls, two aged parents, and a young sister. This home was as poor as a church mouse. We could imagine how much pressure Yahong has gone through when living in such a home. But she never complained. What we saw was only strong will and perseverance.

After browsing her home, tears went into my eyes. Although my family was poor too when I was a kid, we didn’t worry too much about clothing or food. All the way during the journey we discovered the remoteness and underdeveloped economy. Although we have prepared for that, what we saw at Yahong’s home were still beyond my expectation and instantly overthrew my strong will accumulated over the past years.

Her teacher told us that she studied really well. However she had to quit school due to poverty, but she managed to resume her study thanks to teacher’s help.

I did not know what her dream was apart from being busy with study and chores. Now this family had to rely upon government allowance to make a living. She had to look after her aged parents and young sister. She had to shoulder the responsibility of the entire family. What we could do now was to give her hope and courage for keeping moving on.

We believe that this child will sure create a bright future for the family.